Go! What do you expect from me! Will I ever be who you want me to be? Will I ever live up to your standards!......
This rage has overcome No more will I shun These thoughts I've had This lie I've lived I let them put the blame on me......
I feel as if I have been dreaming I am confused as to how I got here One minute I am heading down a path......
Oh I'm that sick I see it that way I'd rather be dead then have you stay You pretend that it's OK Right now it's......
Pull up your car you're home from the night on the town Could not find anyone to go home with to show off your insecurity......
As i lay this all to rest Shadows appear reminding me Of all things left unsaid by me Maybe one day you'll believe That I......
Images still in my head of you dead I wish I could take them away instead I sit in my room alone and cry over......
A slave to my thoughts daily I finally lost my craving Need this to end real soon You come then you go away No way......
Dark room opens No light for years No way to find out How long has it Been Screams heard from a distance The shredding sounds......
Stay awake to decide Are you coming back? Is this my sanity? I can't forgive Oh is it the same to me? I can't take......
I felt so alone You left feeling so empty and needing Can't see the glitter in you You called me all the time Hiding behind......
Face black another shadow of innocence tainted Gave back all the lights and glitter Wrong track again and again is stings Wish you all could......
Closing comments made you wonder What was the start of it all Hunting to find the answers Unavailing attempts to be me Hey Did we......
Face to face No time to waste This is the time for revenge Your claim to fame Of crushing dreams Your control has no hold......
Late night comes are you home? No you're not You're out with urge to satisfy yourself it's your vicious plot Looking back I realize that......
How many times can it change How long will i be restrained It's appailing to think that All my time seems to be wasted Will......
My scabs are almost picked Slowly growing into this Feelings I just can't let go I am such a bore that you need that much......
Face I am nothing face Complete by sarcastic tastes What a waste I think I'd rather die Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life......
I have told you things need to change You never listend or came to my aid The vicious cycle has not changed My times's spent......
Crawling back up from the floor now I look above me and there you are I see your smiling face so pure, its gold Reaching......